“And while He was still speaking, behold, Judas, one of the twelve, came accompanied by a large crowd with swords and clubs, who came from the chief priests and elders of the people. Now he who was betraying Him gave them a sign previously, saying, “Whomever I kiss, He is the one; arrest Him” (Matthew 26:47-18).
The appearance of affection covers the hatred inside. The rebellion against the Lord is strong in sinners. Judas wanted what He wanted, but our Lord was doing what the Father wanted. This is the human story. We want what we want and pit ourselves against the Lord who is the Creator of all things. We may arrest the Lord in our heart, but He is the only One who can make us free. Submit to the Lord in all things and know true freedom.
Lord God, You are the Maker of all things. There is such pride in me that at the least, I think myself Your partner instead of Your servant. Slay the pride and make of me what You will. Though I have betrayed You within the guise of following You, teach me to take up my cross and follow You. Without You it is hopeless, but with You alone there is hope. Grant me the assurance of hope for the things You have promised.
Lord Jesus, You went to the cross for all these things. Guide me to be resolute in following You no matter how many like Judas I may encounter. Take my pride from me. You alone are the Lord of all. Lead me to be steadfast in the truth of the salvation You have purchased through the cross. Help me to simply and humbly be Your servant following You always in and through all things. Amen.
